this is what change looks like for my community..a change in representation..pilipinos more than 25 deep at the caltopia concert..organizing the concert itself, 2 execs reppin' for the association, lpg performin, singers in air, official photgrapher, and hella familiar brown faces in the crowd..this is what change on campus is like..effin beautiful..
things are startin to take off and im feelin pretty damn good about everything...at least for now..believing in and trusting people you dont really know is hard but im seeing more and more with each day that passes..that its perfectly okay..carpe damn like that..is the only way to really know what's up..she's amazing with them..and i know i made the right decision..thanks adi.
whats carpe damn anyways? doesnt really work when your head is tellin you one thing and your heart is tellin you another..and their hearts not all there..so efffffin confused right now..internal struggle...word to missing you by trey songz.
sometimes i feel like i invest more time, energy, love, emotions, etc. etc. in other people than with my own self..why? i take chances with people every single day of my life..from my students to my friends..doesnt feel really reciprocated right now..no one taking risks with me..nothing..story of my life? ya.
....feels like school is starting..maybe even without me..its time to brace myself..im about to be sprintin for my life.
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