july9|watered down equity and inclusion makes me wanna pee

UBE CAKE! hahaha..willie was straight up pilipin@ today..eatin ube cake straight from the phils during summer bridge seminar this morning. willie's hella dope..reppin' the most beautiful culture there is...he lookin' all shy. hahah..what a thug.

sometimes i dont understand what peoples' problems are these days. how do you come into a space..hella look someone in the eye..that you know..and straight up mad dog them? i dont get it..what the eff did i eva do to yo ass!? dont even know what to say to somethin like that..thats just straight rude. thanks for associating me with certain things..certain people..whateva. you need to check yourself..again.

watered down equity and inclusion makes me wanna pee because i constantly sit in meetings where i feel like im being talked down to and disempowered for what i truly believe is right with certain spaces and processes like the mcc. sometimes i needa step and pee because i cant take yo muhfucken bullshit sometimes. fuck dont you get it? i want that concentrated shit not that watered down draaaank that means nothin to me. i want tha real shit..tha real complex shit.

on a brighter note....

we had hella folks over today. made me realize how much i miss being around hella people..my age. ahha no knock on the bridgees..but im hella older than them and i get that mama vibe from their energies. we swooped up gracie randomly on bancroft, bj came through from the library, and we invited our lesbian friends (vcoe and caro) again and tavae came over later on too. my roommates have definitely kept me sane this summer despite all the things i've committed myself to doing..but seeing these folks really made my day. its always a good ass feelin to connect with folks you havent seen in awhile.

damn..ive been hella tired these days..im bout ready to bounce outta b-town for a hot minute.