im definitely enjoying my lazy saturday...painting, watching tv, and laying on the couch..sleeping here and there. but for some reason i can never find my peace of mind..blasts from the pasts continue to follow me wherever i go..for both accounts i can't help but feel like they're full of shit. no, i will not let you move up here for me and no, you've been avoiding me at all costs..don't blame it on other shit that's not true.
it sucks to feel like you can't even trust the people that you care about the most. as much as you want to give them the benefit of the doubt, there comes a point where you need to stop making up excuses for them because in the end they'll prolly just let you down like you didn't mean shit to them in the first place.
this is the story of my relationship life.
this is why my guard is up 150%.
it's your turn to prove to me that you really care.
otherwise, fuck your bull shit.
copped from miracle's facebook: "Being hurt by someone you truly care about leaves a hole in your heart that only love can fill."
all i can do is smile and continue to kill you with my kindness.
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