i caught the midnight showing of transformers with the pa's and ra's and i have to say that it was pretty dope..except for the hella abrupt ass ending which left me hangin. wamp. but on the real though..why was the major underlining theme of the love story about commitment? fml freals. what is up with all of these messages about commitment right now!? as much as im trying to put this break up process behind me..it keeps getting thrown back in my face. waaaamp. but freal im glad megan fox said "i love you" first..even though shia keep making that point very clear to her and the world. she's a strong ass womyn thats not afraid to tell her dude how she feels about him..guys just need to own their feelings and stand up for what they really want..because most of the time it is a strong ass womyn to be their partners in crime to take the world by storm..someone who empowers them to be the best they can be in life.
laura guillen also did a counseling role play exercise with us during our training today...and ruben and i were partnered up. tell me why our scenario was about the changing priorities in relationships? FML. i made the comment last week that it is quite difficult to advise/counsel a student when you yourself are still going through the healing/reflective process of a similar situation in your own life. advising ruben as the student in the scenario was a lot to take in because obviously im going through a break up myself with pretty much the same dynamics going on..but all in all it wasnt hard for me to swallow my insecurities for the sake of ruben and my ability to give him critical and meaningful advice on relationships. it really does depend on where you are in your own life and comfort levels with whatever situations may come across you as a peer advisor..and it's completely okay to not always have the answer as we are all still capable of learning new things about ourselves..especially when we are in relationships. my comfortability with consoling ruben on his fake relationship issues is probably indicative of where i actually am with my own relationship issues..maybe im actually getting back to being myself again..coming to terms with everything..the break up...him not wanting me..maybe there is hope.
i've decided that im going to do the master cleanse again this summer..for 10 days..maybe even more this time. im way overdue at this point. maybe it'll help me get rid of this deep funk that i'm in and hopefully get me back to being myself again..truly myself. i miss those days for sure..and i have to admit that i havent been listening to my body lately. it'll be good for my body, my head, my heart and my soul. hopefully, i dont lose my boobs this time..
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CHRIS BROWN - SUPERHUMAN
Weak
I had been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
Barely eat, on my knees
But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
Strong
Since I been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow
Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you, only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
Going, going I'm gone away! Love!
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
Superhuman
I had been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
Barely eat, on my knees
But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
Strong
Since I been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow
Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you, only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
Going, going I'm gone away! Love!
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman
Superhuman
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